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I think it has been quite a while since I have made anything really outstanding. I am trying my hardest to cope with my adult life. I am not in great place with my job. I absolutely hate my job. I think that is part of the problem. I have a good portion of free time, but I am trapped in an infinity loop of bad habits. I find it impressive that I have been able to garner as much attention as I have already. I feel like I haven't created very many things, I really hope to make more things, but for some reason I just can't find myself to make them. I am stuck in this loop of mediocrity and I have no idea how to get out of this rut. It's been about 2-3 years since I lost my drive for creating. There are still parts of me that have a sincere passion for the things I do, but I just feel stuck. I have no idea what to do or where to go. I am not mentally at my greatest either. It seems that even if I get a little attention to the things I have created, I shut down. I get enough satisfaction from it. I feel like I tend to rush things badly to the point where I am not making quality stuff. My attention span for creating is severely low. I need to figure out a way to really limit myself. I need some guidance.